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[25 Sep 2005|07:36pm] [ mood | sick ] Wow I havent updated in a while..... Well last nite was homecomming at LakeShore for me. It was actually really fun. I went with Tony (a kid from my shool)Him and Charles came to pick me up around 5:30 then our parents took pictures and all that then we went to Jays house and took somemore pictures with alot of other people. Then the girls left and it was me and all the guys and we played soccer and football lol we were early for homecomming so we got there and danced and all that and i met alot of people i cant even remember all their names. The dance ended at like 10:00 so we went to Red Robin after with like at lest probably 15 people maybe more and it was really funny they were throwing food around everything and then the bill came to like 155 dallars and we had like 100 i think but we finally came up with the money so that was good. Then Tony took me home and i had a really good time im glad i went. And now im going to East Detroits homecomming with John so its gonna be really fun i cant wait till that one! <3 And i have the worst cold ever right now it sucks! err! 1* Love me Do you?

[05 Sep 2005|09:17pm] [ mood | sleepy ] Today was the funnest day i think i have had all summer. Me and Kate went to my cuzins grandma and grandpas house and we went on wave runners and me and Kate both fell off and I hit my head and I have a scratch on it and i know tomarrow its gonna probably be black and blue and she hit her head too. lol it was funny then we went tubbing and ohh boy was that great or what. I dont think i have ever laughed that hard before. My mouth hurts from smileing so much! We were being very bad potty mouths too! Shame on us. But im so sore like it was a big tube and so we layed across it and then we hit this HUGE wave and it hurt so bad my stomach hurts so bad and the first time we were in it for the longest time and finally flew out and it hurt to because we both smacked the water hard and then we were all dizy and trying to get on the boat to get in the tube again and then the second time it was really hurting because we were hitting waves like crazy and so were like we will let go at 3 and we go 1...2...3 and were still holding on! lol! so we finally figured out the rite hand signal and stoped! lol! but today was the best! </3 2* Love me Do you?

[04 Sep 2005|10:42pm] [ mood | sick ] Well I started school the 29th! It sucks! No one is like any of you guys. I hate it so much. I mean im meeting people but its just not the same. I would do anything to go to E.D. I miss you all so much. But so far its not to bad John is in my gym class and Gino and Stoner are in my Math class but then the other classes im all on my own. But the other day in gym I was sick or something and we had to walk a mile around the track so me and John are just walking and talking and then all of a sudden i turn and threw up. It was gross. Lol. But I felt alot better and but for the past few days i have been sick and it sucks. I just started to be able to keep food in my stomach. Woooo. But heres what I have done from the days i can remember.... Thursday .·´¯`·.·» Got to school and had to go home sick because I threw up again and my head hurt really bad. Then I fell asleep really early that day so i didnt do to much Friday .·´¯`·.·» Went to Kates and then we played DDR and Erica and Jennifer called and wanted us to meet them up at Taco Bell. So we did and me and Kate ate and then we all went back to Kates and sat on her front yard and talked and then this guy kept comming by and first he asked where britney was and then came back again and asked where the library was and in between all that we kept on calling John and like people were at his house and we were trying to get them to come here then this guy that was around his 20s wanted to get in Kates pants. Lol. Then that one guy came back again and was all like talking to us and was wondering how to get to some city or whatever and he was in the wrong place so kates mom drew him a map and then he was telling us how he smoked a bowl and that he just turn 21 and was wondering if there was any bars around here and all this other stuff. But then Jennifer and Erica left and me and Kate went to Johns and Eric Scott Mike Gino were there and then Kim and Mal came and then they left later and it was just me John Kate Scott Gono and Eric there and i was doing Bunny hops and catwalks! woooo go me! lol it was fun and me and kate left around 10:30. Saturday .·´¯`·.·» Went to some stores with my mother and then got home and John called and i went there and so i was there for like a half hour and johns inside with eric and then eric comes out and goes you guys have to go because john has to go to his aunts so im like okay thanks for having me come over for such a long time so i was riding gino on the pegs and everything and scott and mike had ther own bike so gino stoped for ice cream and then we lost mike and scott so we just went to Forest Park and so i call john to get mikes cell and john goes i lied i just wanted you to stay there so gino scott and mike were at stephys and so i just left and so i went back to johns and me him and eric hung out and now im sick and i have what john had. It sucks. and we all just messed around and all that and me and my head started to hurt again so me and john fell asleep on the couch and i didnt know but i guess eric put ice in my shoe! lol so it was really cold when i put them on. but yeah i had lots of fun and i think i went home around 11. i cant remember but i know i went to bed when i got home and i woke up in the middle of the nite and thought i was still at johns and started freaking out. lol. Pretty funny. </3 Love me Do you?

[24 Aug 2005|11:22pm] [ mood | crazy ] Yesterday I went to LakeShore and got my schedule and I have no classes with anyone thats going there from Kelly!! :( tear. I wish I had atleast someone. But then we went and got my hair cut. Its not to much of a change but its shorter. And today I went to Johns and Gulla Jason Matthew were there and John Jason and Gulla were playing some kind of card game while I watched because I didnt know how to play. Then Eric came over and we watched Billy Madison. Funnny movie. And then Kate Mallory and Erin stoped bye we talked for a few and then Gulla left with them and then I went home and his Mom came and got me and again and we went bowling with Eric John Jason Matthew and Johns family. It was fun. I got 3 strikes woooo! Thats good for me! Lol! And everyone else did alot better then me! Im not to good! lol! Then we went home and all that and i found out were putting our dog to sleep before Labor day! :( im so sad about that! Ahhhh Im gonna hate doing this i love that dog so much! Its gonna be hard! But today was a fun day untill my parents told me that. <3 9* Love me Do you?

[22 Aug 2005|10:11pm] [ mood | sleepy ] Woooo my dad was gone this weekend so it was just me and my Mom. Ahhhh. We had a good time its so much fun when my Dad is gone we have no one to yell at us. and yeah he even yells at my Mom like shes his daughter too. Im surprized to dont ground her like he does to me all the time. but anyways we had our talks and fun. We went shopping and i got lots of jeans and some other few things. Then we rented this movie Urband Legends-Bloody Mary! It was a good movie and kind of scarry lets just say i jumped and screamed alot and my mom was just sitting there laughing at me. Its always fun to watch movies with me because ill get so into it and like jump up and start talking to the people and be like omg are you fucking stupid or something. lol. Yeah Sedona and Kate know all about it. But then my Dad got home sunday and then the fun stopped and today I went to Staceys and we had talks and all that and then tried to make rice-a-roonie. Because i have never had it before and lets just say it didnt work out at all we just ended up throwing it away and eating peanut butter sandwhiches. Which were very yummy thanks to Chef Stacey. lol. Then we meet Alex and Bott at like Kelly and then seen John and walked back to her house and then to Kantner and then i left and came home. And tomorrow I got Orentation at the high school. and have to get up so fucking early for it. and then i got pictures and ahhh am i gonna look horrible or what. but Johns gonna where his preppy shirt or the one i got him! :) Woooo! but now im gonna take a shower! <3 Love me Do you?

[19 Aug 2005|06:57pm] [ mood | cheerful ] Okay things are actually crazy for me now. Like alot of crazy things have been happening..... First off my parents friend that lives far away from here threw some thing in the fire that blew up and he was standing rite next to the fire and he got burnt all over. i feel real bad for the guy. Then the guy accross the street from us is having a really hard time and has said before that he was going to hang himself but hasnt and so he came home the other nite drunk as can be and was saying im gonna kill myself tonite and everything and then there was a inciddent with Bobby,Niggers,Blood,and Cops......You would know if you were there. So that was really crazy day at Kantner. But man do i hate niggers even more now. Ohh and i might have Mono now because im getting the same symptoms that Erin had. Like my throt hurts so bad and it hurts so much when i swallow. I hope I dont have it :( hopefully its just a sore throt. Even though im getting really tired and it feels like i cant do any thing. But one thing good happened to me. The kid that lives accross the street from me. Well we talked for the past few days. And i had a really really good time with him. but he had to move in with him Grandma beacuse his Mom is going to Court and might be in jail and her boyfriend and her broke up (long story). But he had to leave today and we said our goodbyes and he goes to me if it was ment to be we will see each other again sometime. and i go yeah and left. It was sad. I cried. Im telling ya everytime something good happens it always has to leave me now this is the third time i have fallen in love and had to leave it again. ahhhh. but anyways today I went to Johns for 2 hours or so because he had to go to a wedding. He looked so preppy in the clothes that he wore there but its a wedding so you gotta dress up. It was so funny seeing him in those clothes tho. I hate to say it but he looked kinda cute. shhhh. lol. But then I came home and my dads leaving to go to Jackson tonite and then tomarrow morning my Moms leaving and they arent comming home till sunday or monday sooooo. Im thinking I should have a party. hehehe. I dont know ill have a few people over. so if you wanna come over tomarrow tell me or call. <3 6* Love me Do you?

[14 Aug 2005|11:54pm] [ mood | loved ] I went up North from wednesday till Saturday........ Things that happened... -Got a black eye because my Dad was starting the lawn mower and then I walked behind him and his elbow hit me. Which hurt alot. -Sat on a chair that only had 3 legs on it and fell off lol. That was pretty funny. -Had a dog hump me! Lmao! It was horrible becuase i couldnt get him off and everyone was just sitting there laughing at it -bruised my spine becuase when ever my Dad needed something from the back of the truck he had me and we have a cap on it so when i would crawl in it would hit my back bone really hard and it hurt because it was metal so its all bruised and on top off that falling of a chair it made it worse. -The mosqutos bit me up like crazy -Then me and Sedona were on the 4 wheeler and then i lost control becuase i was going to fast and hit a tree stump and it took us forever to get it off of it. But then I was going like 50 mph and we went flying in the air because the road diped and it was so fucking fun! -Went to the lake and this kid that was like 11 he was fat and was as white as a ghost and on top of that he had his ass crack hanging out the whole time. I was like hey can you pull up your pants! lol! That was some things that happened that were exciting. But on Friday we were sopposed to leave because Jeff was bring a girl up and wanted to be alone with her. basicly wanted to bang her. lol. i was so mad at him tho just kicking us out like that but hey its his property and her name is Jennifer so its okay. lol. So we just bought a tent and stayed at our place. It was really fun. Tomarrow im sopposed to hang out with Evie (Erin) Scott and Will hopefully. <3 Jennifer 4* Love me Do you?

[01 Aug 2005|09:45pm] [ mood | excited ] Well i had a conversation with John last nite......I found out he still loved me but doesnt want to go back out with me. I dont really get it but okay. And one of my friends is always going to be there to stop him from going back out with me so if thats what he wants then thats alrite. I guess he doesent get that I stoped everything because of him. And I would really love to be with him agian because i dont feel complete without him. It always feels like im missing something. I just really love that kid and fell in love with him to fast and to soon. I just wish he felt the same way. I know he loves me but i just hate to hear him say I love you but am not going to go back out and then me telling him that I quit everything for him and he says i dont give a shit im not doing it. Thats just the feeling of  going out and breaking up again. My heart sinks so much when he says that. I really wish I would of listened to him the frist time he said im breaking up with you if you do it again. Maybe if i would of never done it we could of been in love and going out rite now. But like always i mad a mistake and messed up........ Well today I got up around 12:30 and went to Sedonas at 2 to go swimming and then i came home at 4 and took a really LONG shower and then my parents got home and they took me birthday shopping. It was very fun. I was going to get a Baby Bearded Dragon but my Dad said to wait. Which im really sad about that. I love them things so much they are so cool looking. At least im getting one tho. Just not rite now.  = (   Tear!    But I got a really cool chair like the one Kate has in her basment. I love them chairs they are so comfortable and then I got the movie Hitch. I love that movie. I remember when I first went to the movies to see it with John. We love that movie. We even memorized a part in it! lol! Well I also got some other things but I liked those the best and then after we went to AppleBees for dinner! Ummmmie I love that place! Im so happy that me and my family actaully went some where and didnt fight at all. Im so proud of us! Lol! <3 Jennifer I still love him!   Thats a Baby Bearded Dragon!!!Isnt he so cute!!   Thats how big they get!!!! I think they are sooooo awesome looking! I cant wait to get mine! 12* Love me Do you?

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[31 Jul 2005|09:16pm] [ mood | gloomy ] "Wolverinebaby36" [10:07 PM]: happy birthday IamNoOne3210 [10:37 PM]: HAPPY EARLY BIRTHDAY!! EVILWithIn000999 [10:51 PM]: Happy earlier b-day!! EVILWithIn000999[12:57 AM]: HAPPY B-DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! EVILWithIn000999 [12:58 AM]: I Love u I hope u have the best b-day ever!! U so deserve it!! WastedxTears28 [1:02 AM]: HAPPY BIRTHDAY GENNIFER! I LOVE YOU :-* smashed2pieces27 [1:06 AM]: HAPPY MOTHER FUCKIN BIRTHDAY JENNIFER!!!!!!!!!!! RubberDuckie9465 [1:26 AM]: Happy Birtday deary! RubberDuckie9465 [1:26 AM]: I <3 you RubberDuckie9465 [4:04 PM]: Happy Birthday to you...cha cha cha. Happy Birthday to you cha cha cha. Happy birthday dear Jennifere Aka Tracey. Happy birthday to you cha cha cha..! I LOVE YOU! Auto response from IamNoOne3210 [9:11 PM]: HaPpY bIrThDaY JeNnIfEr!! SweetChick48021 [9:12 PM]: HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY! MizHollywood1030 [9:12 PM]: HAPPY BIRTHDAY JENNIFER! its super cool [9:16 PM]: happy birthday, boo! MuSiCmAnIac9184 [9:24 PM]: happy b-sy MuSiCmAnIac9184 [9:24 PM]: day** JeEeNnnniIIfFeeR [10:23 PM]: Happy Birthday miSz x aNDreA [10:24 PM]: happy birthday :) Kissarmy822 [10:36 PM]: hey happy bday xJennE 8675309x [10:42 PM]: happy birthday!! stupidsmartman11 [11:01 PM]: happy birthday BiGlAzYJoHn721 [10:48 PM]: happybday IM cutezz [11:36 PM]: Happy Late Birthday. • As you can see it was my birthday a few days ago!!And thanks again to who all said happy birthday!! I love you guys!! And also im having a party not next weekend but the next one after that because im busy until then..... • Well today I went to the IndyCar Races. It was alot of fun. I really like going to that stuff it was so much fun! and i liked the noise! It was so loud but i loved it! Then Sedona had gotten a headake so i went back to the car with her and then I had to piss and I wasnt going to walk another mile back to the restrooms because I had already walked about 10 miles today so I just went back behind some trucks because everyone was parked on the grass and it was a hill so if i went to the bottom people couldnt see me so i was peeing and then all of a sudden like a 5 planes flew over rite above me and then werent too high either because they had just taken off from the track so yeah i was like ohh great! Lol! But ohh well! And then we all went home and my Mom and Dad picked me up from Sedonas so i could go home and as soon as i get in the truck i hit my head it hurts so fucking bad! like when it happened i seriously wanted to cry! I jusu cant wait till i have a huge bump on my head! Lol! Then I found out that my Dog at a ant trap thing that we had and its poison!!!! So I'm freaking out while my dads telling me the story because im like ohh my god my dogs gonna die but then they had to feed him perxiode and it makes him throw up so we did and then he threw up the ant thing so im so glad that he lived I would cry forever if he died hes like the most important thing! Lol! Well now i dont know so im going to go!! <3 •Jennifer• A.K.A. TRACEY!! I love someone still!! I think you all know who he is!! I dont know why but I thought about him the other day and really miss him!! God I just wish he could give me just one more chance to show him how much I love him and how much he means to me!!! 2* Love me Do you?

[28 Jul 2005|11:19pm] [ mood | bouncy ] I know all of you are sick of seeing all these in my journal....im sorry i just get bored....but i promise this it the last one!! HERE IS WHAT YOU DO!!!! a) Get a pen b) Get a paper c) Number it 1-13! d) Answer these questions! 1. What's your favorite color out of: A. Green B. Blue C. Orange D. Black E. Pink 2. What color is your hair? A. Blonde/Dirty Blonde B. Brown C. Red D. Black E. Bald or any other color 3. What color are your eyes? A. Hazel B. Green C. Brown D. Blue E. gray 4. What is your favorite sport out of: A. basketball B. Cheerleading C. football D. soccer E. baseball 5. What's your favorite way to talk? A. Phone B. In Person C. Instant Message D. E-mail E. Letters (Mail) 6. What is your favorite kinda music out of: A. Rap B. Country C. Hard Rock D. Pop E. General Rock 7. Who's your favorite singer out of: A. Ludacris B. Tim McGraw C. Ozzy Osbourne D. Nsync E. Shakira 8. What's your favorite show out of: A. Jackass (MTV) B. The Simpsons C. SpongeBob SquarePants D. Surviver E. The Osbournes 9. What's your favorite movie out of: A. Not Another Teen Movie B. Joy Ride C. I Know What You Did Last Summer D. Forest Gump E. Shrek 10. What month were you born? January February March April May June July August September October November December 11. Name a person of the opposite sex. 12. Name a person of the same sex. 13. Now make a wish! (you have to write this down or it won't come true) > >> > >>>******* >> > >>>****** >> > >>>***** >> > >>>**** >> *~Answers~* 1. Green- Fun to be around Blue- Stylish Orange- Funky Black- Lonely Pink- Sweet 2. Blonde/Dirty Blonde- Hyper Brown- Causal Red- Tough Black- Holds back feelings Bald or any other color- Free Spirit 3. Hazel- Out Going Green- Happy Brown- Loud Blue- Cute Gray- Unpredictable 4. basketball- Direct Cheer leading- Never Gives Up football- Watchful soccer- Nice baseball- Loveable 5. Phone- Busy a lot of the time In Person- Social able Instant Message- A Leader E-mail- Has a lot of friends Letters (Mail)- Has many thoughts 6. Rap- Friendly Country- Cute Hard Rock- Wild Pop- unoriginal General Rock- Pretty cool to hang around 7. Ludacris- Loves to Party Tim McGraw- sexy Ozzy Osbourne- Awesome N'sync- boring Shakira- Fun 8. Jackass- Awesome The Simpsons- Funny Sponge Bob Square Pants- Cool Surviver- Adventurous The Osbournes- Knows how to have a great time 9. Not Another Teen Movie- Knows who they are Joy Ride- Cool I Know What You Did Last Summer- Fun Forest Gump- Has a big heart Shrek- oRiGinaL 10. January- Funny February- Loveable March- Loves to be noticed a lot April- Easy going May- Loves to be around a lot of people June- Stylish July- Rude August- A good friend September- Loves to flirt October- Strict November- Nice December- Sweet 11. That Person Will fall in love with you if you put this on ur journal 12. This person Will become your enemy if you don't put this on ur journal 13. This wish Will come true if you put this on ur site 2* Love me Do you?

[28 Jul 2005|02:25pm] 17 year old girl got online to find her mother online! So she decided to start a quick convo with her mom... which would forever scar her... Mom: Hey sweet heart! Are you having a nice time at your dads? Girl: Yea, it's pretty cool! Ya know... considering he's not here! Hehe Mom:Oh really? Mom: Where is he? Girl: He left a note saying he was going to the store or something like that. Girl: Hey, you have a webcam now, don't you! Mom: Sure do, Kenny bought it for me! Girl: Cool! Try it out! Mom: Alrighty... Girl: Oh god mom! What are you wearing?! Mom: New jammies, you like? Girl: No way! Those are so out of style! Mom: Aww... Oh well- Girl: Hey mom... Is kenny there with you? Mom: No, why? Girl: ....Mom....Don't move... just stay calm.. there's someone in the door way behind you... Mom: Don't scare me! Girl: ..I'm not kidding... look in the reflection of the monitor... then slowly grab the phone and call 911.... Before her mother was able to reach the phone an ice pick was stabbed into the back of her neck and yanked all the way across. That's the last thing the girl saw of her mother- blood from her mothers throat splashed all over the camera. The only thing visible were shadows. She saw this person tear her mother limb from limb... All she could do was watch in horror as this shadow killed the only person she loved. Now that you know this information, that same shadow will be standing behind you in 5 minutes ready to kill you unless you spread this information to different people. I'd suggest you hurry up and repost 2* Love me Do you?

[28 Jul 2005|02:01pm] [ mood | chipper ] What a BOYFRIEND SHOULD Know and a GIRLFRIEND SHOULD do Guys:Put your hands around her waist firmly girls: lay your headback on his shoulder and put your arms on his. Guys:whisper in her ear Girls: giggle Girls:whenever he tries to kiss you, don't just let him, kiss him back. Girls: When you want to cuddle with him, tell him you're cold Guys: automatically move closer to her. (if your stupid then you'll either say" me too " or you'll give her your jacket... don't) Girls: During a movie, if he puts his arm around you, tilt your head on his shoulder Guys: lift her chin up and kiss her. Guys: When she tells you she loves you, look deep into her eyes, give her a peck on the lips, and tell her you love her too... and mean it. Girls:When you're both laying under the stars, put your head on his chest and close your eyes as you listen to his steady heart beat Guys: whisper in her ear and link your hands with hers. Girls:should show how much they care and never let go Guys: should tell them how beautiful they are Now make a wish about something you would like to happen between you and your crush.... * ** *** **** ***** *********** ********** ********* ******** ******* ****** ***** **** *** ** * * ** *** **** ***** ****** ********** ********* ******** ******* ****** ***** **** *** ** ** ********* STOP!! STOP!! STOP!! now copy and repost this. if you don't you'll have bad relationships for 69 years by 12pm tonight ur 1 true love will realize how much they want you. if you don't repost this, your life (not just love life) will have bad luck Love me Do you?

[28 Jul 2005|11:21am] [ mood | tired ] Okay well yesterday was so fun. We went so see some family like a 2 hours away and i havent seen them sence i was really little. So we get there and My Aunt I guess she is was telling us how her son shaved all his hair off and so she showed us pictures of how he look with all his hair and he look exactally like John it was so scarry. So when I seen him he didnt look like John anymore because his hair was really short but anyways me and him hung out like the whole time and had so much fun. I have like never had a cuzin that I actually had fun with. He his just like a brother to me its so fun. So we were in the garadge and he had a dirt bike and four wheeler so me and him were going on those and having alot of fun. And alot of the girls there are like all in love with him and very girlie like so he had alot of fun with me he thought it was so cool that I like to do that stuff and we wresled and I was going to spend the nite but I couldnt because I have to go to work today and we had things to do but soon im going to spend the nite there and he is going to come to my house and spend the nite here I cant wait because were bringing him up north and he is going to bring the dirt bike and 4 wheeler and hes 17 so im just going to go with me and him and my parents might go but I dont know and were bringing some of my friends and some of his so if you want to go then tell me but I can only bring about 2 because were drinving in a car. i also met his girlfriend and me and her talked for hours its was so weird how much me and her have in common and it was also weird seening them too together it was like how me and John used to be and the exact same things happened to them as they did to me and John like it is so crazy. I hope maybe John gives me another chance and we could be like them and I would take him up north with me and Keven could take his girlfriend. We all would have so much in common it would be crazy. But anyways my day was alot of fun. I hope i get to see him again some other time. Then we got home and I just came online for a little bit and went to bed becauase I was tired and it was late......           <3  •JeNnIfEr•       ONE DAY LEFT !!!!!! WHOO HOO!!! I CANT WAIT!! Love me Do you?

[26 Jul 2005|10:40pm] [ mood | cheerful ] I was very bored as you can seee.......Lol...... Take the quiz: "What Disney Princess Are You?" Ariel You can swim, flip, dive and be one with fish...WHY DO YOU WANT MORE? Take the quiz: "Which Spice Girl Are You?" Posh spice (Victoria) You my friend are most like posh spice. youre sophisticated, fun loving, and a really nice person (deapite what people may think). you love to hang out and have fun and you always look good. some people think youre just a rich snob, but youre actually a nice, fun person! Take the quiz: "What kind of eyes do you have? (with pictures)" Eden You have eden eyes. Eden is the color of water. Your eyes symbolize your great flexibility. You are a creative person. You can think of many good ways to get your point across to people as you have very good communication abilities. When someone feels down or is hurt, you have the remarkable ability to help them and heal them. If you have too little going on in your life, you may be withdrawn and depressed, timid, manipulative, unreliable, stubborn, or suspicious. Some words to describe you: peaceful, sincere, affectionate, tranquil, intuitive, trustworthy, pure, loyal, healing, and stable. Take the quiz: "What Type of Flirt are You?" Sexport Flirt Yeah, baby! We think it's pretty safe to say that you're a Sexpot Flirt you don't hesitate to take the most direct route when you want someone's attention. A lingering touch on the arm here, a little licking of the lips there you're as saucy and seductive as they come. Flirting your way into someone else's personal space is second nature. The good news? Your intentions are crystal clear. The bad news? If you don't put your money where your mouth is, you'll have some explaining to do. But as long as you're having fun, put on that hot little outfit and go crazy. In the immortal words of Olivia Newton John, Let's get physical! Take the quiz: "What Alcoholic drink are you" vodka You like to party...but you dont know what your limit of drinking is. Take the quiz: "Which Laguna Beach Character are You?" Morgan you always look cute! and have good morals... life isn't just a big party and you see that! The Favorites, Have-You-Evers.. and Last Times! Oh, the variety! Created by -ambiguous and taken 66297 times on bzoink! What is your favorite.. gum Cotten Candy restaurant Hard Rock Cafe drink Mountain Dew season Spring type of weather Sunny but not to hott emotion Happy, Fun, Energtic thing to do on a half day Go out to eat and hang out with friends late-night activity Depends on who im wth sport Beach VolleyBall city Eastpointe because I live here store I like alot of stores so i guess the Mall When was the last time you.. cried Yesterday played a sport A few days ago laughed Today hugged someone Today kissed someone Today felt depressed Today felt elated ?? felt overworked A whiile ago faked sick A long time ago lied Today not to any of my friends tho ....to my Dad What was the last.. word you said Whatever thing you ate TacoBell song you listened to thing you drank Mountain Dew place you went to My house movie you saw The NoteBook movie you rented BoogieMan concert you attended Avrail Levgine Who was the last person you.. hugged Mom cried over JohnM. kissed Mom danced with Tony or Justin...one or the other shared a secret with KateA. had a sleepover with KateA. and SedonaB. called WillS. went to a movie with JohnM. JackieL. SedonaB. saw Dad were angry with Dad couldn't take your eyes off of JohnM. obsessed over JohnM. but I wound say obsessed i just thought about him alot Have you ever.. danced in the rain Yes kissed someone Yes done drugs Yes drank alcohol Yes slept around Nope partied 'til the sun came up Yes I actually just did the other day with KateA. had a movie marathon No gone too far on a dare Nope spun until you were immensely dizzy Yes!! taken a survey quite like this before Yes Create a Survey | Search Surveys | Go to bzoink! 2* Love me Do you?

[26 Jul 2005|09:51pm] [ mood | sad ] Well today wasnt that fun......I got up at around 10:00 got ready for work and then went to work and all of a suddden it started raining really hard it was crazy and so like no one came to the store so me and Kelly and Marissa just talked and stuff. Then Darlene let me off early and gave me a ride home and I was sopposed to hang out with Kate but I got home called my Mom and she wanted me to wait till she got home because we were going to get my eyebrows done and then I fell asleep and woke up and it was late and so I never go to go and hang out with her. I wanted to so badly too. Me and her had so much fun the past week. and now im writing this! My day wasnt that grand and im sorry this was so boring. <3 •JeNnIfEr•     3 DAYS LEFT!!!! Love me Do you?

[25 Jul 2005|08:18pm] [ mood | silly ] Well I havent updated in a while but I have been hanging out with KateA this whole week its crazy. Me and her have been having alot of fun. We spent the nite at Sedonas the other day and Sedona fell asleep and me and her just talked and had a great time like we thought everything that each other did was so funny and then I put this cover up on Sedonas face when she was sleeping! Omg it was great. And we peed outside! Were so adventures! And we also stayed up for 24 hours!! Woooo!! Jackies party was great I had lots of fun! I got thrown in the pool like a millon times tho and Jackies sister and cuzins liked Me and Kate so much they were crying when me and her had to go because we couldnt spend the nite and stay with them. Then like the rest of the week me and Kate just hung out and talk and had fun times! Today I had to work and i got to use the cash register!! I was so happy it was alot of fun and then me and Kelly just talk most of the time! I love working with her im going to miss her so much when she has to leave and go to collage in August! : (     Then I died my hair today! Its so beautiful the underneath is black! I love it so much!! <3  Jennifer I love HIM still!!   4 DAYS LEFT!!!! 8* Love me Do you?

[25 Jul 2005|08:15pm] [ mood | blah ] Girl: hey baby i want to show you.... Boy: ( cutting her off ) ugh i'm so mad Girl: why? whats wrong ? Boy: ugh everything Girl: explain baby Boy: i just lost a championship game, parents flipped out on me for no reason, and im catching a cold Girl: well hey there will always be other games, you know ill take care of you when your sick, what did your parents flip about ? Boy: they are making me pay them for a car repair Girl: is it alot of money Boy: no it just sucks Boy: but hey i dont feel well im going to go lay down Boy: bye Girl: wait i want to give you some... Boy: cant it wait til tommorow ? Girl: yeah sure Girl: bye Boy: bye 2 hours later a friend of hers asks her to go for a drive ...she goes..... her friend swerved to avoid a truck....hitting a tree instead her friend was killed instantly....shes in critical condition This is the conversation between her sister and her boyfriend Sister: omg ( crying ) Boy: what? whats wrong ? Sister: my sister...your gf was involved in a major car wreck Boy: is she okay? Sister: she is in critical condition Boy: i'll be there in 10 minutes He shows up to the hospital room ...standing outside the door going over the last conversation in his mind over and over as he heard the machines beep and beep and breathing tubes pump Boy: she wanted to give me something or tell me something Girls mom: yeah this... it was an envelope smelling like she did sealed with a kiss in lipstick he opened it..... it said ..... your everything to me....i love you with everything i am and everything i have...i want to spend the rest of my life with you sealed in it was a ripped movie ticket from the first movie they went to and the first picture they took together he kissed the picture as a tear fell from his face onto the picture it looked as if in the picture she was crying then the machines flatlined....3 minutes later she was pronounced dead If you have any heart...any soul...or want to be happy you will repost this. if you care for someone ...do not let something like this ever happen Post this in the next 200 seconds and you WILL have THE best day of your life THIS SATURDAY. You're number one *love* Will either kiss you, ask you out, or call you or better. If you break this chain you will have a lousy day on Saturday, and you know you can, i know you've all had them 3* Love me Do you?

[16 Jul 2005|12:26am] [ mood | blank ] Well mostly Me, Erin, and Jennifer have been hanging out. But last week it was mostly Me, Erin, Will, and Scott. We had so much fun!! But John had broken up with me! = (   It was mostly my fault! I fucked up just like I always do I need to think sometimes before I do things! And if you see this sometime John I hope you forgive me and give me another chance one day because I didnt mean to to that and I still love you and always will. Yesterday:: Me and Erin slept over Jennifer and had the best time. Like I have never laughed so hard in my life... Will got to talk to BritneySpears SnoopDogg and AshtonKutcher...... MuSiCmAnIac9184: what happened to us hanging out today?? MuSiCmAnIac9184: hey MuSiCmAnIac9184: ??????? MuSiCmAnIac9184: i was really bummed RubberDuckie9465: Omg i fell and hit my head then I wokeup in some guys house and they fed me chicken.. and then they pushed me down the stairs and I hit my head again and I wokeup in the street this time and got hit in the head..then I woke up in some guys truck...and I fell out the window and hit my head...and then I woke up in a feild...and then a tractor hit me in the head...and then I was in Jennifers stomache so now Im her dautgter and I hit my head...then I wokeup in Jennifers bed...so I dont really remember! MuSiCmAnIac9184: what? RubberDuckie9465: you heard... MuSiCmAnIac9184: nvm i dont want to now MuSiCmAnIac9184: so i was really mad today evn ask cudder RubberDuckie9465: I was mad today too you want to know why? okay. MuSiCmAnIac9184: r u on some weird drugs or somthing??? MuSiCmAnIac9184: i miss you RubberDuckie9465: Okay...well when wokeup in Jennifers bed there were 2 guys standing next to me and Jennifer was making some Mt. Dew and water and they were drowning me...and I died...then I came alive again...then I wokeup in a well like Samara and I crawled out of the T.v. and I killed Jennifer and then she came back to life...then We wokeup at Johns house and his dad injected us with weed and we died then we came back alive...then we wokeup at the mall and bought some glue and we glued ourselves in the mall and we were trapped so we all died...then we came back to life and wokup in a doghouse with Snop dogg! yeah really...then snoopdogg was running from the copps for some CRACK and we got shot anddied...then we came back to life..then we wokeup as JOSIE AND THE PUSSYCATS and since they have 9 lives we died happily ever after because we only have 9 lives...:-\ RubberDuckie9465: but somehow were still alive? RubberDuckie9465: I think we still have 3 left! wow were good MuSiCmAnIac9184: what the hell ru talking about RubberDuckie9465: Im telling you mmy day!!! RubberDuckie9465: Is your house dry? MuSiCmAnIac9184: what r u on? RubberDuckie9465: ask Snoopdog MuSiCmAnIac9184: u did crack MuSiCmAnIac9184: erin tell me what the hell is going on MuSiCmAnIac9184: erin what is going on???? MuSiCmAnIac9184: im really freaked out right now what r u on? RubberDuckie9465: ask snoopdogg...his sn is pimpsnoopdogg069 MuSiCmAnIac9184: just tell me NOW!!!!! RubberDuckie9465: Ask SnoopDogg! MuSiCmAnIac9184: ill fuckin break up with you if you dont tell me god damn it Auto response from RubberDuckie9465: want to know what were on? Ask Snoop Dogg...pimpsnoopdogg069:-) MuSiCmAnIac9184: he wont tell me MuSiCmAnIac9184: erin   MuSiCmAnIac9184: what is erin on MuSiCmAnIac9184: and who is this MuSiCmAnIac9184: hey awnser PimpSnoopDogg069: Hey Playa' dis is yo Snoop Dogg... MuSiCmAnIac9184: what is erin on??? PimpSnoopDogg069: sorry ill be righ' bac...50 Cent's da line MuSiCmAnIac9184: no man tell me Auto response from PimpSnoopDogg069: Talkin da 50... PimpSnoopDogg069: Well see did yo friend tell ya bout the story taday? MuSiCmAnIac9184: yeah Auto response from PimpSnoopDogg069: Talkin da 50... MuSiCmAnIac9184: what does it mean? MuSiCmAnIac9184: what is she on? PimpSnoopDogg069: Well it be me my pimp Jennifer, my bitch Jennifer and my hoe Erin... and see we all be runnin from the coppa's! then you see man they got shot... MuSiCmAnIac9184: what is she on thats all i want to now PimpSnoopDogg069: kay hold on...calm down MuSiCmAnIac9184: ok PimpSnoopDogg069: you see...50 called me while day was in da hospital...and so I needed to hop on outa there so the coppa's didnt get me so 50 called up Britney Spears...ya so den she came on up der to chill wit them...so yo gotta ask Brit MuSiCmAnIac9184: what? Auto response from PimpSnoopDogg069: Talkin da 50... PimpSnoopDogg069: hold up nigga...i gots to call he up and see if I can give yo her screen name hizza PimpSnoopDogg069: K' pimpin' her sn be xtox1cbabex1202     MuSiCmAnIac9184: oh thanks a lot xTox1cBabex1202: your welcome hunnie xTox1cBabex1202: xTox1cBabex1202: I like that one xTox1cBabex1202: ;-) MuSiCmAnIac9184: the pics  wpuld be better if you were naked MuSiCmAnIac9184: would*** MuSiCmAnIac9184: can i ask you a question? MuSiCmAnIac9184: why would a star like you waste her time with shit like this????   That70sAsht0n: Hey MuSiCmAnIac9184: whos this? That70sAsht0n: this is Ashton That70sAsht0n: from that 70's show That70sAsht0n: ya know? MuSiCmAnIac9184: yeah i kno MuSiCmAnIac9184: do you no about erin MuSiCmAnIac9184: ? That70sAsht0n: Yeah That70sAsht0n: its a sad sroty That70sAsht0n: *story MuSiCmAnIac9184: do you what kind of drug shes on? MuSiCmAnIac9184: is this a prank That70sAsht0n: yeah...do you wanna know the sad story? MuSiCmAnIac9184: what? MuSiCmAnIac9184: yeah tell me the sad story That70sAsht0n: YOUVE JUST BEEN PUNK'D!!! MuSiCmAnIac9184: so erins fine That70sAsht0n: Yeah MuSiCmAnIac9184: ok MuSiCmAnIac9184: shes not on any drugs? That70sAsht0n: nope. That70sAsht0n: Youve been punk'd MuSiCmAnIac9184: ic ic That70sAsht0n: I dont know of any drugs... MuSiCmAnIac9184: ok MuSiCmAnIac9184: so she hasnt been shot? That70sAsht0n: no     LMFAO!! It was so fucking funny! Then that nite Me and Erin made art with things we found in Jennifers house! We made some wonderful things. Then we all fell asleep some time that morning. So the next day we decided to make brownies and we needed Eggs so Me and Erin went next store and the people didnt answer so we walked to me Grandmas Lol. and she gave us some...so we made them and when i went to put them in the oven i burnt my hand and now i got this read mark on my hand and it hurts like fuck!! So then we all went home and today I just went to work and then Jennifer came up there and I went home with her and was at her house for the day.   <3 me 6* Love me Do you?

[15 Jul 2005|11:54pm] [ mood | good ] Really Long Survey (over 200) Created by starsbleed2nite and taken 106623 times on bzoink! What is your name? Jennifer Are you named after anyone? No What's your screename? L0stwith0uty0u23 Would you name a child of yours after you? No If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be? John If you could switch names with a friend who would it be? No one Are there any mispronounciations/typos that ppl do w/ your name constantly? Not Really Would you drop your last name if you became famous? No Basics Your gender: Female Straight/Gay/Bi: Straight Single? Yes.. If not, do you want to be? ...No Birthdate: 7~29~91 Your age: 13 Age you act: 13 Age you wish you were: 21 Your height: Around 5'5 Eye color: blueish Greenish Grayish Happy with it? Sure Hair color: Dirty blonde Happy with it? Not Really Lefty/righty/ambidextrous: Righty Your living arrangement: House Your family: Mom and Dad Have any pets? Yes...A Dog Whats your job? Z's Piercings? Yes...Four Tattoos? Nope Obsessions? No Addictions? No That I Can Think Of Do you speak another language? No Have a favorite quote? Yes Do you have a webpage? No Deep Thoughts About Life and You in it Do you live in the moment? Sometimes Do you consider yourself tolerant of others? Depends on who it is Do you have any secrets? Yes Do you hate yourself? Sometimes Do you like your handwriting? No Do you have any bad habits? Umm..I Dont Know What is the compliment you get from most people? I look older than i really am If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called? My Life What's your biggest fear? Heartbreaks Can you sing? Not Really Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool? No Are you a loner? Nope What are your #1 priorities in life? To Graduate with good grades, Go to collage, Get Married, Have a Job, Have kids If you were another person, would you be friends with you? Ohh Definetly Are you a daredevil? No Not Really Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself? Yes Are you passive or agressive? Ummm... Do you have a journal? Yes What is your greatest strength and weakness? Strength-Falling in love Weakness-BreakUps If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be? My body Do you think you are emotionally strong? Sure Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life? Yes... Way to many Do you think life has been good so far? Yes actually..But there has been alot of bad times but that happens to everone What is the most important lesson you've learned from life? Think before I do something that I know im going to regret...even tho i still dont think anyways....i try tho What do you like the most about your body? Umm.. I guess i would have to say my Eyes And least? There are a few Do you think you are good looking? No Are you confident? No What is the fictional character you are most like? ? Are you perceived wrongly? Yes Do You... Smoke? Nope but have Do drugs? Nope but have Read the newspaper? No Pray? No Go to church? No Talk to strangers who IM you? Yes Sleep with stuffed animals? No Take walks in the rain? Yeah Talk to people even though you hate them? No Drive? Upnorth Like to drive fast? Yes Would or Have You Ever? Liked your voice? No. Hurt yourself? Yes. Been out of the country? No. Eaten something that made other people sick? Yes. Been in love? Yes. Done drugs? Yes. Gone skinny dipping? Yes. Had a medical emergency? No. Had surgery? I guess I could say yes. Ran away from home? Yes. Played strip poker? Yes. Gotten beaten up? Jokingly...then yeah Beaten someone up? Yes..Just for fun tho Been picked on? Not really Been on stage? Yes Slept outdoors? Yes Thought about suicide? Nope Pulled an all nighter? Yes If yes, what is your record? All Nite Gone one day without food? Yes Talked on the phone all night? Yes Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex? Yes Slept all day? nope Killed someone? No Made out with a stranger? No Had sex with a stranger? No Thought you're going crazy? Yes Kissed the same sex? Yes Done anything sexual with the same sex? No Been betrayed? No Had a dream that came true? Yes Broken the law? Yeah Met a famous person? No Have you ever killed an animal by accident? Yeah On purpose? Nope Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell? Yes but didnt mean too Stolen anything? Yes Been on radio/tv? Yes Been in a mosh-pit? Yeah! Had a nervous breakdown? No Bungee jumped? No but i really want to...I will one day Had a dream that kept coming back? Yes! Beliefs Belive in life on other planets? No Miracles? No Astrology? No Magic? No God? No Satan? No Santa? No Ghosts? KindOf Luck? No Love at first sight? Yes Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)? No Witches? No Easter bunny? No Believe its possible to remain faithful forever? No Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow? No Do you wish on stars? Have Before Deep Theological Questions Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell? Nope Do you think God has a gender? Well people say hes a guy so I guess..Yeah a guy Do you believe in organized religion? No Where do you think we go when we die? I dont know..No where Friends Do you have any gay/lesbian friends? Yes Who is your best friend? Erin,Sedona,And Eric Who's the one person that knows most about you? Sedona and Eric What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you? Hmm. i dont know Your favourite inside joke? All the ones with Amanda...I have the greatest times with her Thing you're picked on most about? How i can be dumb Who's your longest known friend? Stacey and john Shelton Newest? Tony Shyest? Jackie Funniest? All of my friend have there funny times Sweetest? Kate A. Closest? Sedona Weirdest? They all can be weird at times Smartest? Tammy Ditziest? Jennifer Bezy Friends you miss being close to the most? Vicky Last person you talked to online? Erin Strange Who do you talk to most online? I talk to all my friends alot Who are you on the phone with most? Sedona or Erin Strange Who do you trust most? Erin Strange Who listens to your problems? Sedona and Erin Watters Who do you fight most with? Sedona Who's the nicest? Eric Who's the most outgoing? Umm I would have to say Laura Who's the best singer? Stephine Williams Who's on your shit-list? Alot Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend? Well a friend I was in love with Who's your second family? Sedona's Family Do you always feel understood? No Who's the loudest friend? Jennifer Bohultz Do you trust others easily? No Not all the time Who's house were you last at? Jennifers Name one person who's arms you feel safe in: Well I have to say Johns even tho were BokenUp I still feel save in them Do your friends know you? Yeah. Friend that lives farthest away: Tim and Vanessa and Andi Love and All That Do you consider love a mistake? Nope What do you find romantic? Anything that my love does Turn-on? Being kissed on the neck and playing with my hair. Turn-off? liers First kiss? John Malinwoski If someone u had no interest in had interest in dating u how would u feel? I would feel bad but I wouldnt be my fault that they like me Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going Yes Have u ever wished it was more socially acceptable 4 a girl 2 ask a guy out It doesnt matter to me Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractiv Ummm.... Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking? I dont know you would have to ask them What is best about the opposite sex? Aot of things What is the worst thing about the opposite sex? Some things but not that many What's the last present someone gave you? I have know Idea Are you in love? Well I was Do you consider your significant other hot? I dont have a significant other Who Was the Last Person... That haunted you? No one You wanted to kill? My Dad That you laughed at? Erin That laughed at you? Erin That turned you on? to be honst Scott when I liked him You went shopping with? My Mother That broke your heart? John To disappoint you? I cant remember I usually disappoint other people To ask you out? John To make you cry? John To brighten up your day? Erin That you thought about? John You saw a movie with? Jennifer You talked to on the phone? My Mom You talked to through IM/ICQ? Erin Watters You saw? My Parents You lost? Vicky and John...but they didnt die Right This Moment... Are you going out? No Will it be with your significant other? No Or some random person? I Dont Have A BoyFriend!! What are you wearing right now? Shorts and TankTop Body part you're touching right now: My legs What are you worried about right now? Many things What book are you reading? Im not reading any books What's on your mousepad? A Dog Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling: Sad,Tired,Misserable,Depressed,But still KindOf Happy Are you bored? Yep Are you tired? 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[19 Jun 2005|09:13pm] [ mood | exhausted ] 6/16/05:: Last day of school. It was horrible. I cried so much and im going to miss everyone so much. Middle School was the best and i wont forget every moment of it. I hope we all keep in touch. I love you all so much. Mostly was at Johns that day with a bazzillen people having a great time. I got shaving creamed so much. 6/17/05:: Grandmas Birthday and my cuzin Sarahs Graduation! So we went to my Uncles to PARTY!! not really because there rich and boring.. but i still had a good time. and got to talk to one of the people that are friend with LakeShores Vollyball coach and he said that i should try out for Vollyball. and that was mostly my day hanging out with the family. 6/18/05:: Lets just say i went to the Gratiot Cruise with ErinW, KateA, Chelsea, Kim, Nick, Jack, and Scott. In the end it ended up with me Erin KateA John Larry and Jack. It was a lot of fun we also went to the Fair at ED. some funny times....   "Is it rainning hard", Steve and John with their garbage bags on, me playing basketball with john erin kates cuszin and jack, me and kate on the ride at the fair, Kates balloon, kate winning her stuffed animal, and there were many more that i cant think of but i had a blast. 6/19/05:: Went to Kates for her brothers birthday. Larry and kates cuzins and aunts and uncle and grandpa and grandma were there it was lots of fun. we went swimming and played chicken, me and kates necks were so sore. then i went to sedonas to talk to her mom and then came home and the ducks went swimming today! so cute! i love them fella's! 1* Love me Do you?

[15 Jun 2005|03:33pm] [ mood | nerdy ] . : * Wishes  * : . » MY WiSHES, MY DREAMS MYSElF KNoWN AS I I'LL NEvER F0RGeT 'TIL THE DAy THAT I DIE IT IS WHAT I WANTED IT NEVER CAME TRUE N0T EVEN IN DREAMS F0R ALL I WANTED WAS You « ..:...:...:...:...:...:...:...:...:...:...:...:...:...:...:...:...:...:...:...:...:...:...:...:...:...:...:...:...:...:...:...:...:...:...:...:...:...:...:...:...:...: Yesterday i went to school. We went to Metro Beach! It was alot of fun! I hung out with Stacey and Vicky and then Stacey went with Laura and Ashley. So me and Vicky had a talk about alot of stuff and i real glad too. I miss her so much i just wish everything went back to how it was. but stuff cant always go my way. So then we went in the woods and then talked with John and Alex for a little bit and then seen Erin and talked to her the rest of the time! it was kind-of fun. i just wish i would of had my bathing suit so i could go swimming! Then i walked home with John, Josh, and Jackie. When i got home John told me to go to his baseball game so i did with sedona and that was loads of fun. because we were sitting on the bench and she gave me the little thing that you sit on to lay on and she got the table so then she grabed my side and i rolled rite off the bench! lol! it was pretty funny! Then she was calling me a sluty whore! which i am not! grr! i was just doing somewrong things! Ohh then Phil came over by us with his wonderful smelling cotton candy gum!! mmm thats my favorite! Then i went home and my Dad and me decided to let the ducks run around in the grass and we set them down for like a few sec. and then ran all over and we were trying to catch them! ohh man did we look like a couple of dorks trying to catch ducks! lol! Then i came on line, took a shower, and went to bed! Today was our last full day of school! so sad! i cryed because vicky wrote me a really sad letter how everyone it going there own ways and that no one can take my spot! omg it was just real sad. Then me and Amanda had fun in seventh hour like we always do. : )   Then i walked home with John and his Mom came and picked us up and took me home. Then when i opened the door it hooked on to my shoe and it fell off. i felt like a retart. but ohh well. and so now i dont know what im doing probally going to a base ball game if there is one. ohh and i had a meeting with the principal at Lake Shore and so far im in so yay...i guess. im glad John Phil Gino Sedona and Theasa are going to be there with me : ) Love me Do you?

[14 Jun 2005|10:11pm] [ mood | cheerful ] Things Like Love how can it be i love him but he doesn't love me? it's all just things like love he is my true love but i'm not his so how will this work? he is the one i'm meant to be with but she's the one he's meant to be with why is all everything so confusing? it's all just things like love is there even such a thing of love? is there such a thing as true love? it may be all just things like love i've believed up till now that love is real and out there somehow and all i have to do is just to find where it is but now i'm somewhat unsure just things like love...may be just things like love  Love me Do you?

[13 Jun 2005|10:40pm] [ mood | chipper ] Pretend you love me.Pretend you need me.Close my eyes.Desire enters my mind.I want you. I need you.Just lie to me if you need to.For I don't care if you truly love me like I love you.I was hurt too many times.This won't probably be the last.I’d do anything for you.No matter what you ask for.I don't care anymore.We can pretend.We are happily ever after. ~X~X~X~X~X~X~X~X~X~X~X~X~X~X~X~X~X~X~X~X~X~X~X~X~X~X~X~X~X~X~X~ WOOHOO!! im so happy last nite my dad brought my ducks home for me. They are so adorable. I love them so much. We have them in our garadge rite now but in a few weeks i can have them in my room because there so young that the air conditioning would feeze them. But in about a month or so we have to give them back to my parents friends. Well today was okay... same boring ass day in school and then i came home and it was my dads birthday. so me and my mom bought him some things and a cake. The cake was ohh so yummy! and i dont like cake at all so that was some good cake that i even ate it. It was the kind with the ice cream in it and it was mint choclate chip!mmm yummy! then i went to larrys baseball game and hung out with kate kim sedona chelsea and some others it was lots of fun OR~OR~OR~OR!! LMAO kate! i love you kate! love always-- me! Love me Do you?

[05 Jun 2005|09:05pm] [ mood | worried ] Today I went to Lakeside with my Mom. I had to get somethings for Washington. It took me forever to find a skirt. We went to PacSun, Deb, HotTopic, Forever21,BeBe,and a few other stores and i finally got one at WetSeal. Its really pretty tho. Then i got a ACDC tang top and shorts and a top for my skirt which it also very pretty. Then we went to Olga's to eat. Then to some other stores to go get stuff for around the house and I seen this BatMan Mask thing and so I put it on and my Mom goes if you wear that till we get to the CashRegister ill give you $10.00. So i did. lol. It was so funny. Then i got home and died my hair and Sedona came over and she also died her hair. Mines a CarmalBlonde and hers is BLACKISH BROWN! She looks so different but i got used to it. I even like it that way now. It was so windy i was on the computer and we have all the windows open in our house because we dont have AC so im just sitting there and then all the doors in our house slammed at one time. It scared me half to death. and also my parents are begging me to go out with this guy Justin and i havent even met him yet! its crazy! but i dont know if i will hes 16. They keep saying were the perfect couple. i dont know. Love me Do you?

[05 Jun 2005|09:03pm] [ mood | scared ] When people say I'm obsessed I try not to let it get to me It really doesn't work though No one can hear my silent plea I thought that I was in love But they have driven me to hate him I wish that this wasn't true My tears have filled my soul to the brim He acts so different around me He acts like I don't exist It hurts me more than they'll ever know I have lost my faith to this He looks at me In a way that kills me inside Like he's saying "I hate you!" But all of my tears have been cried No one can hear my cries No one understands how I feel No one will listen to my thoughts about him If only my heart was made of steel  Love me Do you?

[05 Jun 2005|12:49am] [ mood | I Dont Know ] Well i haven't updated because my LiveJournal was messed up, but its all good now thanks to Bridget. Thank you so much for fixing it I love you. But nothing really has been going on. Today was so damn hott. I got up at 11:00 took a shower and got ready for the day. Then i layed out and helped my mom plant flowers in the backyard. I'm so slow at planting, my Mom was like move out of my god damn way your to slow just had me the flowers. Then I was on the computer for the rest of the day. My day was real boring but okay. Until I was talking to Jackie, John, and Adam. And it got real confusing and John wouldnt believe me and Jackie and Adam were lieing to him and I was the only one telling the truth. I was just real cofusing. But most of my day was boring i hope tomarrow is better. I love him! Jennifer Love me Do you?

[04 Jun 2005|07:50pm] [ mood | bored ] Basics: Full Name: Jennifer Anne Evancho Nicknames: Toad,Frogger,Gennifer(Amanda calls me that),Girlie (mom calls me that) Marital Status: Single Location: My Home Birthplace: Hospital Birthday: July 29 The thing I most like about myself: Eyes The thing I least like about myself: Hands The thing(s) my friends like about me: Everyone likes different things about me The thing(s) my friends don't like about me: I've never really asked Hair color: Rite now Blondish Brown but natral color is Dark Brown Eyes: Blue Righty, lefty, ambidextrous: Righty Siblings: None Hobbies: Tanning, Have fun times with all my friends Favorites: Color: Green Band: Hawthorne Heights, System of a Down, My chemical romance, The Used, A static lullaby, Blink 182, (i would name more but there is just too many) Song: The Day You Slipped Away, I Caught Fire, Yesterdays Feelings Actor:Adam Sandler Actress: Drew Barymore Room of your house: Living Room Day of the week: Saturday Season: summer Holiday: Birthday Magazine: Umm I dont have one Animals: Polar Bears and Alligators Flower: Black and Red Rose Ice cream: Superman Thing about the opposite sex: Everything Town to hang out in: Any Town I can have fun anywhere Car: Mustang Cologne/perfume: Hawaiian Ginger, Vinalla Sugar, Cucumber Melon Word or phrase: WhatEver Fruit: Cherry Thing to do on weekends: Hang out with all my friends Thing to do when hanging out with friends: Have the best time ever Number: 56 Thing you own: Phone Least Favorites: Color: Brown Room of your house: I like every room Day of the week: Monday Holiday: Easter Animal: Any animal thats ugly Your five major fears: Lakes, Being alone in the dark, Guns, Getting Kidnapped, Little Spaces When/if you grow up, you want to be?: Bartender Your best guy friend: Dont have one Your best girl friend: Dont have one Your other friends are: Erin Strange, Sedona Bjorkquist, Kate A.,Megan Jeffery, Mallory Amadon, Scott, Phil Maj, Will Servo, Stacey Witherspoon, Amanda Tarzwell, Kory Klimick, John Malinowski, Gulla What you look for in a member of the opposite/same sex: Personality, Smile, Eyes, Trustworthy, Polite, Caring, Cute What you look for in a friend: Trustworthy, Has fun no matter where you are, Nice What you really want in a BF/GF: Trust This Or That: Sun or moon: Moon X or O: X Cat or dog: Dog Silver or gold: Silver Sleep on side or back: Side Weird or funny: funny Do guys or girls have it easier: Guys Grey or gray: Grey Pop or soda: Pop Black and white or color photos: Color Sunrise or sunset: SunSet Stay up late or wake up late: Stay Up Late Bath or shower: Shower Serious or funny : Funny Ponytail or leave it down: Whatever I feel like Newspaper or magazine: Magazine Singing or dancing: Both Hug or kiss: Kiss Even Nosier Now:  Nicest girl you know: Stacey Witherspoon Nicest guy you know: Eric What did you do last night: Went to the movies and out to eat with my Mom, Sedona's Mom, and Sedona What did you do this afternoon: Helped my Mom plant some flowers in the Backyard Who do you hope you still know: I Dont Know Who wont you miss: No one Who's the craziest person you know: Stacey Shelton Are you a night or morning peson: Night Do you have a crush: Not at this moment Do you obsess over anything: Yes What's great about your life: I have wonderful friends that care about me What's the one thing you wont do: Commit Sucide   2* Love me Do you?

[04 Jun 2005|03:58pm] [ mood | thirsty ] The way that I loved you, you'll never know. I try to get over the feelings I had, and try not to think of how you hurt me so bad. But no matter what I do or how hard I try, those emotions take me over and make me break down and cry. How could you do this? I ask myself each night. I thought you were the one person who made everything alright. Even after nights of tear after tear. None of my problems seem to dissapear. I always thought your love would forever last. But now it's becoming a thing of the past. Thoughts of suicide run through my head. Instead of going thought this, I'd rather be dead. After all the "I Love You's" and call after call. I realized that I never meant anything to you...at all.  1* Love me Do you?

[24 May 2005|08:09pm] [ mood | naughty ] hmm lets see... First hour:: Talked to Matt Cendrowski again and thats about it Second hour:: Talked to Nick about my year book picture and yeah i know if you seen it it was the most horriblest picture and atleast i dont look like that now. Im sorry if you had to see it. Third hour:: Talked to Jesscia and just did stupid shit Lunch/Advisory:: look at my photo alblum im Advisory and laughed at Vicky's pictures. At luch just talked to friends and tried to get my speech done. Fifth hour:: Talked to Erin and Dis and Phil. And did retarted things. Erin i love your socks. lol. Sixth hour:: Watch some boring ass movie about the Gettysburg or some shit. ZzZzZz. Seventh hour:: The usually..... Laughed and had a great time After School I walked home with Vicky and we talked as usual and then i went to some store's with my Mom and came home went to Tonys for awhile and look at all the new clothes he got. And he gave me his 89x shirt. Woop Woop. Then went to Amandas and got Stacey and we played with a golf ball when we were walking to McDonalds. Then we got there and ate our food and played in the Play Place. With Stacey doing her flips on the slide. lol. Then there was this noise in the play place and it sounded like a bird and we couldn't figure out what it was. Then we got our little cones! lol. Then we went to Johns and me and Amanda acted like little whores like we always do while Stacey, John, and Eric talk. Then bumble bee guy.....Ohh here is our cheer..... F-U-C-K ME....lmao..... Then whiping Eric with our wip! Wow it was lots of fun. Then Stacey had to pee and so Eric, john, and her go inside and lock me and amanda out so we go to johns window and i open it up and Erics there and is like no john will beat me up and all this and i was like dont listen to him then john comes and shuts the window on me if he would of  shut it on my hands...grr i would of been so pissed but then Staceys Mom came and we went to the Washington meeting. So my day was kind of fun. but i love you amanda and stacey i had a great time! .::+::.JeNnIfEr.::+::.                  i love him! Love me Do you?

[23 May 2005|08:06pm] [ mood | loved ] *:.Sunday.:* Sedona left when she got up and then John Nagel left after her because he wanted to get home to his wife and kids. Then Carl came over and my parents and him talked. Then I did my homework and layed around the house because i was tired and lazy. Then we went to Dairy Queen and i got a Oreo Blizzard! Yummy. and fell asleep around 8:30. *:. Today.:* First hour:: Finished our History project! It was gross to because the glue smelled like fucking skunk! It was sick. Then i talk to Matt C. most of the hour. Second hour:: Had a quiz. Talked to Devon and Nick Third hour:: Got a new project for Computers. and then the rest of class was boring. But i forgot who it was but they got in a argument and she was telling the other girl that she had a nasty ass mushtash.pretty funny Advisory/Lunch::Talked to Vicky and cheated on our Math tests. Mrs. Kirby makes me feel so stupid. At lunch me and Vicky were watch the nerdseat and how retarted they did things. Fifth hour:: took notes and me and Vicky were making faces at the teacher when he turned around and were talking back and forth Sixth hour:: wrote a note to Amanda and talked to Vicky about alot of stuff Seventh hour:: it was pretty funny because Chris was singing this song about James(hes a lady).lol Amanda. and then talked to Vicky kind-of and just talked to everyone at my table and laughed. Walked home with Vicky, Phil, Anthony, and Erica. I can't believe me and Vicky talked that much today it was a lot of fun hanging out with her again. I really miss all the good times me and her had. I just wish her parents didnt have to be like that and not let us hang out. when i got home i just did all my work from when i was absent and listeded to music and talked to Tony on the phone. .::+::.JeNnIfEr.::+::. 1* Love me Do you?

[22 May 2005|09:17am] [ mood | tired ] well last nite i thought i was going to go to bed when i was done updating but me and sedona decided to go out side and Me and Sedona were thirsty and i wanted Mt. Dew and some thing to eat because we have nothing in the house and she goes there Coke and i hate Coke so they need it to make Captin Morgans and there wasnt alot left and they would need to go to the store to get more so we drank most of it till there was a little bit left and then i spit in it because i was mad. But no one drank it and they had beer so they didnt need to go to the store. but that was okay but fun to do.Then me and Sedona played Ball Buster . It a really fun game and the people from across the street came over so we had John N., John K, Mom, Dad, Dianne, Wally, Carl, Darlene. It was fun and we had a fire and then we went in the hot tub it was so fun and i was doing flips and all this other stuff and it was fun then we got out and i straghted my hair and we were just all outside talking and playing Ball Buster and Ring Toss and the people a few doors down were like you want to play truth or dare it was so funny then Wally and Carl were going to go over there naked and they ended up going in so Wally was looking in there windows and everything. it was pretty funny and then every one went home around 3:30 A.M. and then we went to bed. I had a fun nite. .::+::.Jennifer.::+::. I love him. 5* Love me Do you?

[21 May 2005|11:16pm] [ mood | lonely ] wow i havent updated in a while but here..... Friday-Went to gay ass school.Boring. Then got home and wait for Joey (the kid i have to babysitt) to be droped off .so i decided to be helpful and clean the house for my Mom then i get a call around 6:00/6:30 saying that i dont have to babysitt o i was kindof mad because i wanted to go to the Frog with Stacey and Amanda so im really sorry guys. But then Sedona called and we walked around went to Kennedy and seen mike we talk for about 15 min.'s then we went to sedonas and left and went back to kennedy to see the game and seen alyssa and alex R. then Tammy came and sedona had her poem book thing and Alex is singing all the songs it was so funny then Brandy and James came and me and sedona left and went to Megans and seen richie, alyssa L., and Ian< i dont know how to spell his name but anyways we just talked for a while and then i we went home and Sedona slept over and then were in my room online and my mom came in from across the street with her friend to make more drinks or get beer and i never met her before and she comes in and just starts talking to me and playing with my hair it was so funny then we went to bed around 12:30. Saturday- woke up at 9:30 because my mom was going to get McDonalds for breakfast and then Sedona left and i got ready for the day and when my mom got back i fell back asleep and then we went to Walgreens to get my pictures developed. then i got home and my John Nagel was over my mom and dads friend and we fixed up the truck and then sedona called and wanted me to eat over her dads with her so my mom droped me off and we ate this food that i never ate before it was funny watching me eat it then we came to my house and went for a walk and ended up at staceys and we talked till idk late and then we were like ohh shit we have to go so my mom calls because its late and is like where are you and i said Forest Park because she would of been mad that i was all the way over there so she goes well ill get you and well i ended up lying alot to her and it turned out fine im not in trouble or anything so i got home and Darlene, John Nagel,John Kurtch were over and were all being retared so then i called John and talked for 5 min. becuase i had to tell him about the pictures and well now im here and typing this. sorry so long. .::+::. Jennifer .::+::. i love him Love me Do you?

[11 Apr 2005|04:09pm] [ mood | blah ] Today sucked. I was sick so i didnt come to school. So before my Mom went to work she gave me midcine that makes me pass out and not wake up for like 4 hours so i got up at 12:00 because my grandma gave us a gradfather clock and that thing goes off ever 15 min. and is so fucking loud. So i had a red bull and watched tv. my Mom came home around 3:00 and i found out that this girl two doors down from my parents friends got killed because her son killed her to death by beating her with a bass. So the News was there today and everything. Now i just found out that my art teacher moved ours seats. I hate her so much she is such a bitch. My seat was so fun too. I sat with Amanda, Will, Kory, and Vicky. We had so much fun with Wills laughgasim.lol amanda. It was the best now i sit with James, Larry, and someone else i think idk.well my mom wants so go tanning now. Love Always       Jennifer             xoxo I love you, John. 2* Love me Do you?

[10 Apr 2005|09:13pm] [ mood | sick ] well my week end was okay, Friday- i had my confirmation. it was okay kinda boring because i wanted to see this kid Jerry but he never ended up showing up. i was sad about that. Saturday- The phone rang at like 8:30 and it was sedona and she said come to my moms work with me. so i got ready her mom came at 9:30. when we go there it was so much fun. The pop was only a quarter and i love mt. dew so i had 4. and so i had to pee alot and i go to the bathroom and they have toilets that flush automaticly and im sitting there and it keeps on flushing it was so funny sedonas all like what are you doing in there. then  in the elevator there is a full body mirror and i was like my hips are so big and sedona was laughing at me and im like its just all out there and all and then im all dancing around and the bell dinged and so i go BOING and the door opened and i didnt know and some guy was just standing there looking at me it was so funny. then we went to my house and went to walk sedonas dogs and im walking and there was a bird and it shit on my arm it was so gross i almost threw up and then we ran back to sedonas and i washed it off. then we seen alyssa, her cuzin,mike,jason, and jessica at kennedy. then we went back to my house at 8:30 and played DDR then sedona played games and i was on the computer and we went to bed some time after. Today- i woke up with a headake. it sucked because sedonas cuzin scott was going to a bbq at sedonas dads and sedona wanted me to meet him and so my mom said i cant go because i was sick so i sat around the house and it went away so i was able to go to it but then scott never ended up showing i was so mad. sedonas mom said me and him would be a cute couple too. so we just talked and i came home and had a talk with my mom and then went to dairy queen and i seen mike, will, and some other kid there.so my weekend wasnt that bad. but my headacke is comming back now so i probally wont be in school tomarrow.  : ( Love alwayz,  me       xoxo I love you, John. 2* Love me Do you?

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